STRESS

WOW today, I just had a math unit test and a chemistry unit test.
It's raining outside and it feels gloomy and dark inside.
My eyes feels hot and watery.
Why you might ask?
Stress. That's why.
Stress because of my lack of self-control.
Stress because of my constant procrastination.

I might of shed a single drop of tear, for the failure of my chemistry test, but I was also relieved that it was over. Prior to today, I pulled an all nighter to study for math. The outcome was good, but it was at the expense of my chemistry mark. If I ever want to be a pharmacist, I need to get my chemistry mark up. I have 70s in both math and chemistry, things are looking bad.
I know what I must do. Block youtube, block facebook, block blogspot, and all the other websites I visit too often. Yes, it’s the only way. I can’t keep up with all my school work if I spend all my time online; wasting my time online.

I’m not here to say that’ll I’ll be gone forever, because that extremely hard for me to do. I plan on easing my way out, slowly; bit by bit. I’ve already taken action last week, but it seems like it wasn’t enough. I’ve downloaded an add-on for my firefox, which will allow me to set a time limit or when to block certain website. It’s currently set to block all my favourite websites from 4-6pm, then from 8-12pm from Monday to Thursday. That will give me enough time to enjoy myself after school, the a break from 6-8pm for me to rest from my homework. Hopefully this will work out fine.

Like I mention before, this blocking thing doesn’t seem to work yet, due to the fact that I thought I can rest during the weekend so I didn’t block anything at that time. Though it was a generous thought, I failed to consider my 2 unit tests on Monday and let my procrastination get the best of me. It seems I need a bit of adjusting to my blocking.
I will think of something later, because this week, is the last week of school before the winter break!

I think I will end it here. I don’t want to go into the sad events that are to come. Ending on a happy note is nicer for both you and I. I’ll continue this some other time though, when I want to vent publicly on my blog that no one reads :)

A picture taken on the night of my semi formal dance. I caked the makeup on :)

Gift ideas

Great gift ideas for the holidays!

These little Snow Bunny Hats are for sale, made by one of my favorite youtube guru! They are $17.00 each and comes with a Bracelet. If you purchase two, or anyone of my other hats , I will package two cupcake charms for your order. Shipping is free on all hat orders, or any orders over $10. International shipping will be $2.50 world wide.

so what are you waiting for? go get yourself a cute hat~!

Momo Love (桃花小妹)

Tao Hua Xiao Mei is adapted from Japan's best selling manga Tao Hua Mei Mei. The plot is about Tao Hua who has been pampered and loved by 4 of her brothers almost to the extend of sister brotherly love. Thus the other brothers ask the 5th brother, Yu Yi to look after the sister, and with the appearance of prince charming Shi Lang, a love battle is created among everybody.

~credit

• Alternative Title: 桃花小妹 / Tao Hua Xiao Mei
• Genre: Romance
• Taiwan Casts:
  Cyndi Wang, Jiro Wang

This drama is great so far! i love the day dreams and jokes it has, but also the seriousness. through out the drama you'll feel sympathy for YuYi. Cindy doesn't seem like the best actress for this role though. Her performance is barely believable at parts, but i'm not watching this drama because of her. It's for my lovely Jiro and Calvin :) <3 style="font-weight: bold;">X-family and Romantic Princess.

First ep. part 1/8

Continue watching by clicking here.
Watch it with English subtitles here.

So cute! Jiro&Cindy

FLICK OFF

haha well i'm part of the advertising commitee in the environmental club at my school. i was told to make these little slogans to help remind students to FLICK OFF! :)

almost halloween

halloween, the one day that i can be as creepy as i want and not get ridiculed for it.
now i really don't have anything planed this year, but i really want an Alice costume from Alice in Wonderland. the reason is because i kind of want a maid costume, and Alice costume is baicly one but in light blue color.

Costumes are expensive and i don't want to juast use it for one halloween, so if i do end up getting this type of costume i'll probably do photoshoots with it and add to my gallery on deviantart.com. :)

Update

there has been so much happening lately, i just couldn't find the right time to do a proper update blog. it was just one thing after another, not explaining my life, but the bits and pieces that are part of my life, if that makes any sense at all.

so lately, i've actually been updating my dailybooth a lot. what is it? well it's like twitter, but with unlimited amounts of words you can type, and a picture. the main focus is on the picture of course. it's a perfect site for stalkers like me who loves looking at pictures of other people :) don't judge me!

here are some of my latest updates in that:
picture #21


picture #19


picture #18


picture #17


picture #16

ahaha i know they're random pictures, but they each have a special description that help you understand it.

For some reason, yesterday i decided to check out neopets. it's always interesting to see changes to a web site over the year. neopets seemed to got sold to nickelodeon. it has changed a lot! most maps are now flash, brand new pets and games. it's crazy! back in the day, when i played neopets, the maps were only pictures, the games were crappy, and neopets was just an excuse to satisfy my lonely life.
i used to play runescape too, but stopped once i was in highschool. i met some good friends there, and i still talk to some of them through msn or youtube. it's one of those games that you devote your life to for a few years and get good friends out of it. similar to maple story! but i never played maple story long enough to experience good friendships. going back to neopets amazed me, but also got me hooked on it again. i'm scared to go back to runescape and get hooked too, i can't risk too much time wasted on these silly but addicting games. i herd runescape has gotten a lot better and is way more fun... maybe when i finish university and have kids i'll play XD. i mean it's not like that's a big deal. when i used to play i met a lot of old people on it. of course mainly 13 year old play it currently, but that'll change. i hope. i don't want to be viewed as a pedophile.

So those are the web sites i've discovered and rediscovered lately. but what about my life offline?
well, i tried out for the robotics club and news paper team at my school. and they both rejected me due to the fact that i'm a senior. THAT! was the ONLY reason. i can't believe what the world has turned into, discrimination against old people? and it's not that i'm 60 years old or anything, the photographer they picked over me was 2 grades younger! that's not much. of course i was furious when i asked for the reason, but i can't do anything about it. their excuse was, i'll be graduating this year, so might as well let someone younger, more new take your spot so they'll be experienced when they're seniors. can you say bullshit?

but other than those 2 clubs, i've also joined the ping pong club (yes how Asian of me), the choir (though i only went once and missed all the other times for other clubs), Horizons (where i chill with the fobs and help them with socializing and learn better english), and the science investigators (where we do cool experiments like the "hydrogen" bomb). the bad thing about them is, they're on on Thursdays after school, so i have to pick between them. my favorite is Horizons so far, because all you do is socialize.

i'm also in the Environmental club, and we're thinking of making some videos to help our school notice how dirty it is around Thursday lunch time and bring more dearness. i might upload it to my youtube channel so be on the look out for that and subscribe! Also, i'm thinking of joining the anime and chess club. i know i'm very nerdy and asian :)

so i'm still looking for suitable scholarships to help my tuition next year. PEOPLE i'm in a financial need! PLEASE give me your email so i can send you an invite to lockerz and subscribe to my youtube channel. i want to become a partner so i can get some dough!

thanks,
LILY

email me at bilinchenbc@hotmail.com with your email plz :)

FREE STUFF

I'M NOT JOKING!


here's what lockerz describes itself as

Lockerz is the place to go to buy the coolest stuff at the lowest prices, watch exclusive video, discover new music, play the hottest games, hang out with your friends - and get rewarded for just about EVERYTHING you do on the site.

Our mission is to be your daily habit, not a site for your parents or grandparents looking for their long-lost friends from Kindergarten.

One other thing you'll love about Lockerz are PTZ (or "Pointz"). PTZ are Lockerz' proprietary loyalty "currency" that you earn whenever you buy, watch, play, share, invite friends, or even just show up on Lockerz. Redeem PTZ at the PTZ Place for incredible prizes, great products and dream experiences.

Too Good to Be True? Why are we doing this? To thank you for joining early. To build a Lockerz community of cool, stylish, cutting-edge people who love to buy great brands. To give you a taste of how PTZ will work when we go live this fall. And to test out different prizes and PTZ levels. That’s key. This version of PTZ Place is a test. PTZ levels will change when the full Lockerz site launches.

Lockerz is set to launch sometime in the Fall 09. Members who sign up now will get to explore and help shape the site before the launch. We hope you'll join us.

Here's their Facebook
Lockerz is a brand new site in its beta form. it's an invite only site! so guys, email me your email or just comments to let me know your email, and i'll inivite you for sure! :)

EMAIL ME your email! plz don't spam me with junk mails either >.>.. thanks...

i'm Desperate for getting people to join, because the more i get, the more i'll receive. :)

I<3Vampires

No, i don't mean twilight. it's a small web series that allow the views to determine what happens next. the first chapter just ended.

what happens is, they make a trailer to provoke our creativity, they we send in videos, or words and pictures to tell them what should happen next. if our suggestions get picked, they'll send us prizes and use our suggestions in the next episode!

here's a look at the trailer of the first chapter:

Trailer: Seize the Night from I Heart Vampires on Take180.com

Looks amazing! right? well it was so popular that they actually decided to write the first chapter down, and also finished the second chapter with the thrid one comming soon.

now their current challenge for us viewers is to submit an original piece of art inspired by the second chapter of "Confessions of a High School Vampire: Birth"

The winning submitter, selected by the event producers, will receive the Grand Prize, a $100 Pearl Art Supplies gift card.

you have from the time i post this blog, 17days and 16 hours! better get your thinking hats on!

Download chapter 2 for you get inspired with, or just read it online.

enough said, if you end up joining take180.com, my user name's bilin825 as always. add me if you like :) i'm not very active, i just mainly watch I<3Vampires.

How have you been?

I did another cover! it's been a while. This song is called 你过得好吗 by 薛之谦.

So i know my mic really sucked... and at the end i started going all off tune. It was because i wanted to the effect that i was crying while singing it, i wanted emotion. But i guess it didn't work out that way. i'm way too lazy to go back and fix it, so i think i'll just leave it like that for now.

take a listen! :)


Download it :D

Stalker

i've go obsessed stalkers! OMG?!

haha jokes! it's this website i discovered called

effmypic.com

and it has all these cool effect on it to add to your picture! :P
and here's a picture that combined the effects of effmypic and magmypic!

boys over flowers?

ok so the korean version of Boys Over FLowers was a big hit all across Asia. But how will the mainland Chinese Version, Lets Go Watch Meteor Shower / 一起来看流星雨, compare?

I personally haven't seen the Korean version but i just finished the Chinese one, and i have to say: it's wonderful!
Here's a link for you to watch all the episodes with English subtitles :)
If that doesn't work out, here's a youtube channel for it.
first ep, prt1.


The four boys are just as hot. I didn't think any of them was that special until i finished the drama.

From a first glance, the nice one out of the H4 (F4) looked really hot!

But then after the drama i think he's pretty cute... he's got those cute buck teeth that makes him look like a chubby bunny when he smiles! soooo adorable!

I didn't think the leader was all the good looking, but after the drama it seems he had grown on me. When ever he smiles it's like heaven is lighting up! and it's not the drama or anything, but his smile is just so warm and friendly!
Here's him smiling at the lead actress's birthday party:

All the guys are now very attractive to me :) and the lead actress is very pretty, and lucky too! hanging with the H4 and have Top Combine celebrate her birthday with her! lucky lucky lucky~!

of course all good dramas have to have good style, and Meters/bonwe happens to be a huge sponsor of the drama. when i went back to China i bought most of my clothing there. They had a special section where they had clothing that has the same style as the actors' outfits! I was going nuts over them! :P

And also, good dramas comes with music. and i love this one from Lets Go Watch Meteor Shower / 一起来看流星雨 OST

LYRICS
When I see you feeling dejected for someone,
kan ni you xie ku men
看你为谁苦闷

I will concentrate my energy
wo jiu ji zhong jing shen
我就集中精神

To clear the dirt that lowers your mood
qing li xin qing hui chen
清理心情灰尘

And chase away the sad atmosphere
gan zou bei shang qi fen
赶走悲伤气氛

The sound of your cheerful laughter lives in my soul
ting ni kai lang xiao sheng, wen zhu wo de ling hun
听你开朗笑声, 吻住我的灵魂

As if my soul was with you in your joy and sharing your lows
hao xiag pei ni kuang xi, fen dan ni de men
好想陪你狂喜, 分担你的闷

I don't have extraordinary abilities
mei you te yi gong neng
没有特异功能

It's you who energizes me and makes me feel replenished
shi ni ji fa qian neng, cai neng wu shi bu ke
是你激发潜能, 才能无时不刻

to want to feel your heartaches
gan jue ni de xin teng
感觉你的心疼

Don't laugh at my foolishness
bu yao xiao wo de ben
不要笑我的笨

My ideas are already simple enough
xiang fa dou hen dan chun
想法都很单纯

I'm no superman but for you, I want to become fearless
bu shi chao ren que xiang wei ni bian cheng wan neng
不是超人却想为你变成万能

I want to be your spare time lover who guards your every process
xiang zuo ni de fen sheng qing ren, shou zai mei ge jing cai guo cheng
想做你的分身情人, 守在每个精彩过程

Until the day you'll grieve for my heartache,
zhi dao you tian ni hui xin tong wo de xin teng
直到有天你会心痛我的心疼

treat me as your spare time lover
ba wo dang zuo fen sheng qing ren
把我当作分身情人

to extend the feelings of your joys and sorrows
fan bei gan shou ni de ku lei
翻倍感受你的苦乐

Happiness will, in another time, remember us
xing fu zai bu tong chang jing ji lu zhe wo men
幸福在不同场景记录着我们

And only us
zhi neng you wo men
只能有我们

When I see you dejected for someone, I will concentrate my energy
看你为谁苦闷, 我就集中精神

To clear the dirt that spoils your mood
qing li xin qing hui chen
清理心情灰尘

and chase away the sad atmosphere
gan zou bei shang qi fen
赶走悲伤气氛

The sound of your cheerful laughter lives in my soul
ting ni kai lang xiao sheng, wen zhu wo de ling hun
听你开朗笑声, 吻住我的灵魂

so you can share your lows.
gei ni fen dan men
给你分担闷

I don't have extraordinary abilities
mei you te yi gong neng
没有特异功能

It's you who energizes me and makes me feel replenished
shi ni ji fa qian neng, cai neng wu shi bu ke
是你激发潜能, 才能无时不刻

to want to feel your heartaches
gan jue ni de xin teng
感觉你的心疼

You might laugh at how foolish I am
xiao wo duo ben
笑我多笨

My ideas are simple enough
xiang fa dou hen dan chun
想法都很单纯

I'm no superman but for you, I want to become fearless
bu shi chao ren que xiang wei ni bian cheng wan neng
不是超人却想为你变成万能

I want to be your spare time lover
xiang zuo ni de fen sheng qing ren
想做你的分身情人

guarding your every wonderful process
shou zai mei ge jing cai guo cheng
守在每个精彩过程

Until the day you'll grieve for my heartache,
zhi dao you tian ni hui xin tong wo de xin teng
直到有天你会心痛我的心疼

treat me as your spare time lover
ba wo dang zuo fen sheng qing ren
把我当作分身情人

to extend the feelings of your joys and sorrows
fan bei gan shou ni de ku lei
翻倍感受你的苦乐

Happiness will, in another time, remember us
xing fu zai bu tong chang jing ji lu zhe wo men
幸福在不同场景记录着我们

and only us. Oh~
jiu zhi you wo men
就只有我们

Don't laugh at how foolish I am
bu yao xiao wo tai yu ben
不要笑我太愚笨

or how simple my ideas are
xiang fa dou na me dan chun
想法都那么单纯

or how I want to be your spare time lover
xiang zuo ni de fen sheng qing ren
想做你的分身情人

to guard your every wonderful process. Oh~
shou zai mei ge jing cai guo cheng
守在每个精彩过程

Who wouldn't wait for you?
shei you bu he qi dai ni ne
谁又不何期待你呢

Or refuse every wonderful process?
que zai mei ge jing cai guo cheng
却在每个精彩过程

Until one day you can grieve for my heartache,
zhi dao you tian ni hui xin tong wo de xin teng
直到有天你会心痛我的心疼

treat me as your spare time lover
ba wo dang zuo fen sheng qing ren
把我当作分身情人

to extend the feelings of your joys and sorrows
fan bei gan shou ni de ku lei
翻倍感受你的苦乐

Happiness will, in another time, remember us
xing fu zai bu tong chang jing ji lu zhe wo men
幸福在不同场景记录着我们

and only us
zhi neng you wo men
只能有我们

youtube, BLOCKED?!

i just can't believe it. i thought my friend's friend who came from china a few weeks ago was joking, but it turns out to be true! youtube is censored in China, so is facebook, and blogspot! Also, many other websites i go on regularly were blocked too!

there was no way to update what happens when it happened. so i recorded it all down. video and pictures to remind me of the long wonderful memory.

the first video is uploaded, and i'll upload the rest some other time. i'm trying to get used to the eastern time zone again.



i've also made a playlist for the future videos that will be uploaded. keep checking my youtube channel for updates :)

i must go watch all those videos i couldn't when in china! XD youtube, here i come!

CHINA!

ok so i'm at my dad's house right now, in Waterloo. I already got my things packed in a big suitcase ready to head to China! i'm going with my dad to the airport early in the morning, so he had to pick me up today so he wouldn't have to yesterday (we live pretty far away, as in cities away... emphasis on the plural of cities).

well, i'm kind of bored right now so i thought i should update this blog with current events.

i finished summer school, finally. i have an 82% in it. i know, not the best mark, but it's better than taking grade12 english for 6 monthes and get a lower mark. so now that i got english out of the way, i can take more relaxing courses next year to balance out all the hard math and sciences i'll be dying from.

as planned before summer even started, i'm going back to China. it's the first time in 8 or 9 years. when i immigranted to Canada i never went back. all my friend go back ever few years but i wasn't so lucky. even my parents all went back once. it's about time i get to go back too! i leave from the Toronto Air Port on Aug.3rd and come back on the 27th. it's not quite a month, but it's the best i can do considering i just finished summer school.

i want to spend as much time there and spend it well.

i've made a list of things to do.

oh! how i'm going to miss my silly friends!

i don't remember much of my family, and i'm not close with any of them. hopefully this trip will change it.

Diablo 3

OHH WOW! i can't wait for Diablo 3 to come out. the games looks totally awesome!


FAQ answered by Blizzard

Baby...

Ahahahaha! It's cute.

no makeup on 2NE1

WAHO!!

Ok i honestly knew CL had a lot of make up on in all the photos and videos, but this is beyond what i thought! She completely looks like a different person! I can't believe it.

In my opinion, Park Boom and Minzy don't look that different, but Dara and CL....

here's what the blogger from allkpop had to say:

I know YG Entertainment has emphasized, more than once, that 2NE1 isn't a group focused on looks, but..... seriously? My heart skipped a beat when I came across these pictures of 2NE1 members without makeup on.

Sandara doesn't look too different. Park Bom doesn't look too bad either - She just looks like she came back from jogging with her ahjumma friends. Regardless of how tired she looks, she still carries a pretty face. But CL and Minzy good lawd...

Judging from their straight look and same background, it looks like they posed for these pictures. Why in the world would their company let anyone photograph them like this? And really, I know we all love celebrity secrets, but this is a bit too much for me. Secrets like these should stay in the bathroom and only come out when fully pampered!

EDIT!
i found this online:

YG Entertainment to take strong actions against photos of 2NE1 leaked

YG Entertainment said on the 3rd that they will take strong against the leakage of the several photos of 2NE1 members posing with no makeup on.

A YG representative said, “We are currently investigating into the source of the leakage. The photos leaked out are the stillcut when our staff are deciding on the style and cordi for the girls.”

“We are now investigating into how they were leaked out. This seems like some bad intentions with the recent release of the girls’ new song ‘I Don’t Care’. Our company will make a strong stand that we will be taking actions against whoever leaked them.”

The photos leaked out have shown the members with no makeup at all. Many fans have also voiced their unhappiness with such photos circulating online. Meanwhile the girls’ new song ‘I Don’t Care’ has already gone up to the #1 spot on various music charts

Download their mini album, including hits such as Fire, Lollipop ft Big bang, and I don't care.

Listen to my doctor

My new video, but this time, it's PG13 :)
Please comment on it if you have a youtube account! i'll love you forever :D

Fight against the mouse

Wow this makes me laugh :P

Anime Eyes

This is just taking it too far lols

Memoirs from my Kitchen

a blog worth checking out :D

elf new studio products & my haul

So i just got my stuff from elf with a few items missing... no matter, i checked out their website again to see what's new and e-mail them about my missing products, and i found that there are new products in their studio line. i haven't check the other pages and i'm not about to, since i wont be ordering in awhile, i don't want to be tempted.

here are their new studio line products:

Waterproof Lengthening & Volumizing Mascara


Achieve thicker, fuller, and longer lashes that are beautiful and natural. The enlarged brush coats your lashes evenly for an enhanced appeal. The unique formula is clump free and quick drying so you can have color that stays on all day with no smudging and no flaking. Waterproof, tear-proof and sweat proof for a look that lasts against all odds.

Bronzers

Create a healthy looking glow all year round! The sheer soft powders provide the perfect hue of color. Blend all 4 colors together to achieve a blend of perfection or choose your favorite color or colors to mix, match and blend.
Warm Bronzer- The warm shimmer that will bring a glow to your face. Ideal for summer or year-round.
Cool Bronzer- The ideal selection of matte colors to achieve a natural looking tan. Ideal for winter or year-round.
Golden Bronzer- An illuminating shimmer that is subtle and radiant. Ideal for summer or year-round.

Complexion Perfection

Create a balanced and radiant complexion that is beautiful and healthy. The lightweight formula evens out the skin tone and absorbs excess oil. The sheer formula brightens, mattes and neutralizes the skin.

Eyebrow Treat & Tame

Create manicured and styled brows that are beautiful and defined. Treat your eyebrows with a hair re-growth, vitamin infused gel formula to help stimulate hair follicules so your once thin and sparse brows become thicker. Tame eyebrows with a fiber enhanced eyebrow mascara formula for fuller and more natural looking brows. The special fiber infused mascara grips onto even your finest brow hair to create a beautiful healthy and enhanced look.

Hollywood Eyelashes Kit

No mess, lash beautification for a Hollywood glamour look. Achieve lashes like the celebrities with this all-in-one kit.
Kit Includes: Lash applicator, lash stand, false lashes and adhesive glue.

Makeup Remover Cleansing Cloths

Gently and easily cleans skin to remove all traces of makeup and dirt, even waterproof mascara. Great for on-the-go travel. Gentle cloths are soft and soothing for even the most sensitive skin. Infused with Aloe Vera Extract for deep hydration and moisture. 20 Pre-moistened cloths included.

Lip Liner & Blending Brush

Create defined and enhanced lips that are blended to perfection! The smooth gliding pencil applies color precisely and accurately with no sharpening needed. The soft taklon bristled brush aids in blending the color evenly and naturally for a beautiful bitten lip look.


Also, i've updated the elf coupon codes, CLICK HERE to see the new discounts you can get.

This is my e.l.f. haul tips & review: