Exams!

Yes, this is me confused sitting in the dark. (room mate is asleep)

So apparently, i decided to pull this amazing all-nighter that'll give me enough time to finish half of the material covered in my Microbiology course.

Lies.

i can hardly concentrate, i'm on youtube half the time, i can barely open my eyes now at 6 in the morning...

for those of you out there who thinks all-nighters are a good idea, think again!

it may have been better if i just slept and woke up at 6 in the morning to study, right?

well i don't know since i chose the more harmful to my heath path -.-
haha don't i look horrible right now? desperately trying to stay awake and get this done.
so as to why i'm posting this... well remember how i said i couldn't concentrate? yeah...

Alive or Dead?

Well it's obvious I completely forgot about updating my blog unless something super interesting comes up. I'm the type of person that like writing or anything, so I prefer to “vlog”. The problem with that is, I tend to look shit most of the days in my dorm so I prefer not to scare you guys with a video of me looking like a cave woman in her natural habitat in which she called her dorm room.

haha the mess in the back is actually my roommate, Marikas. (L)

Anyways, my point is, I can no long spend so much time on the times I love. I can't make regular monthly videos, I can’t update my blog, and I can’t do my dailybooth.

I can’t have an online life!

But I’m sure you guys don’t want to hear me complain all day, so here is brief news about what has happened to me since… well since that last post about me being a Youtube partner~!

Okkayyyy lets list em’

• got a boyfriend
• passed high school
• accepted to Waterloo University
• turned 18
• got a job
  
• got circle lenses
• moved into a double dorm room with a stranger (yes you, marika~!)
  
• made a birthday video for Brendan (boyfriend)
• MET SHIMMYCOCOPUFFSSSS
  
• starting to fail Uni
• got into serious talks with boyfriend (by serious talks i mean arguments that most long distance relationships have)
• got to know my floor mates
  
• watched harry potter (YES EPIC)
• never slept before 3
• always late for chem lab
• never attended bio130 lec since midterm!
• lost the job
  

do you see the downward trend here? i am still alive, but slowly dying in uni..... anyways here are some photos i was able to fish up from the database known as my laptop hard drive. (i said fish up because i'm in zoology lec listening about fish... ok not listening because i'm typing this but yea..)

my blue geo angel circle lenses, they're darker than i thought...

The lovely Brendan Woo creeping on my. silly boy.

me volunteering for the open house of waterloo :) yay don't i look so happy in the freaking cold holding that sign?

my work involved putting car parts on to the wielding machines.... i worked for cami automotive! good pay too. sadly i couldn't work sufficient hours thus they fired me. it's not my fault i'm a full time students with lots of exams and labs!

wtf, my prof just played a video of a shark jumping out of the water..........

anyways. this post has been sufficiently long enough and i spent well over an hour to write this because stupid blogger kept on crashin' on me! gahhh :(.

hope to see more updates from me soon guys! including some tips and even examples of assignments labs and other resources to survive science courses in waterloo. Even if you don't go to this university it'll still help i guess hehe.

looooove, lily.

PARTNER

WOW like so, yesterday, on Victoria Day, like i so totally became a youtube partner! just thought i'd share that.

i haven't used my blog in to long so i just thought posting this randomly hehe.

STRESS

WOW today, I just had a math unit test and a chemistry unit test.
It's raining outside and it feels gloomy and dark inside.
My eyes feels hot and watery.
Why you might ask?
Stress. That's why.
Stress because of my lack of self-control.
Stress because of my constant procrastination.

I might of shed a single drop of tear, for the failure of my chemistry test, but I was also relieved that it was over. Prior to today, I pulled an all nighter to study for math. The outcome was good, but it was at the expense of my chemistry mark. If I ever want to be a pharmacist, I need to get my chemistry mark up. I have 70s in both math and chemistry, things are looking bad.
I know what I must do. Block youtube, block facebook, block blogspot, and all the other websites I visit too often. Yes, it’s the only way. I can’t keep up with all my school work if I spend all my time online; wasting my time online.

I’m not here to say that’ll I’ll be gone forever, because that extremely hard for me to do. I plan on easing my way out, slowly; bit by bit. I’ve already taken action last week, but it seems like it wasn’t enough. I’ve downloaded an add-on for my firefox, which will allow me to set a time limit or when to block certain website. It’s currently set to block all my favourite websites from 4-6pm, then from 8-12pm from Monday to Thursday. That will give me enough time to enjoy myself after school, the a break from 6-8pm for me to rest from my homework. Hopefully this will work out fine.

Like I mention before, this blocking thing doesn’t seem to work yet, due to the fact that I thought I can rest during the weekend so I didn’t block anything at that time. Though it was a generous thought, I failed to consider my 2 unit tests on Monday and let my procrastination get the best of me. It seems I need a bit of adjusting to my blocking.
I will think of something later, because this week, is the last week of school before the winter break!

I think I will end it here. I don’t want to go into the sad events that are to come. Ending on a happy note is nicer for both you and I. I’ll continue this some other time though, when I want to vent publicly on my blog that no one reads :)

A picture taken on the night of my semi formal dance. I caked the makeup on :)

Update

there has been so much happening lately, i just couldn't find the right time to do a proper update blog. it was just one thing after another, not explaining my life, but the bits and pieces that are part of my life, if that makes any sense at all.

so lately, i've actually been updating my dailybooth a lot. what is it? well it's like twitter, but with unlimited amounts of words you can type, and a picture. the main focus is on the picture of course. it's a perfect site for stalkers like me who loves looking at pictures of other people :) don't judge me!

here are some of my latest updates in that:
picture #21


picture #19


picture #18


picture #17


picture #16

ahaha i know they're random pictures, but they each have a special description that help you understand it.

For some reason, yesterday i decided to check out neopets. it's always interesting to see changes to a web site over the year. neopets seemed to got sold to nickelodeon. it has changed a lot! most maps are now flash, brand new pets and games. it's crazy! back in the day, when i played neopets, the maps were only pictures, the games were crappy, and neopets was just an excuse to satisfy my lonely life.
i used to play runescape too, but stopped once i was in highschool. i met some good friends there, and i still talk to some of them through msn or youtube. it's one of those games that you devote your life to for a few years and get good friends out of it. similar to maple story! but i never played maple story long enough to experience good friendships. going back to neopets amazed me, but also got me hooked on it again. i'm scared to go back to runescape and get hooked too, i can't risk too much time wasted on these silly but addicting games. i herd runescape has gotten a lot better and is way more fun... maybe when i finish university and have kids i'll play XD. i mean it's not like that's a big deal. when i used to play i met a lot of old people on it. of course mainly 13 year old play it currently, but that'll change. i hope. i don't want to be viewed as a pedophile.

So those are the web sites i've discovered and rediscovered lately. but what about my life offline?
well, i tried out for the robotics club and news paper team at my school. and they both rejected me due to the fact that i'm a senior. THAT! was the ONLY reason. i can't believe what the world has turned into, discrimination against old people? and it's not that i'm 60 years old or anything, the photographer they picked over me was 2 grades younger! that's not much. of course i was furious when i asked for the reason, but i can't do anything about it. their excuse was, i'll be graduating this year, so might as well let someone younger, more new take your spot so they'll be experienced when they're seniors. can you say bullshit?

but other than those 2 clubs, i've also joined the ping pong club (yes how Asian of me), the choir (though i only went once and missed all the other times for other clubs), Horizons (where i chill with the fobs and help them with socializing and learn better english), and the science investigators (where we do cool experiments like the "hydrogen" bomb). the bad thing about them is, they're on on Thursdays after school, so i have to pick between them. my favorite is Horizons so far, because all you do is socialize.

i'm also in the Environmental club, and we're thinking of making some videos to help our school notice how dirty it is around Thursday lunch time and bring more dearness. i might upload it to my youtube channel so be on the look out for that and subscribe! Also, i'm thinking of joining the anime and chess club. i know i'm very nerdy and asian :)

so i'm still looking for suitable scholarships to help my tuition next year. PEOPLE i'm in a financial need! PLEASE give me your email so i can send you an invite to lockerz and subscribe to my youtube channel. i want to become a partner so i can get some dough!

thanks,
LILY

email me at bilinchenbc@hotmail.com with your email plz :)

Baby...

Ahahahaha! It's cute.

Listen to my doctor

My new video, but this time, it's PG13 :)
Please comment on it if you have a youtube account! i'll love you forever :D

Anime Eyes

This is just taking it too far lols

ahhhahahaha *crys* Why am i so ADD? or ADHD? (i don't really know the difference) :( i'm suppose to be studying and doing homework but instead i stayed up and it's currently 1 in the morning? and for what reason? NO SELF CONTROL! i know what i should do, but i put it off until the last minute, which usually takes time away from my sleeping schedule. i swear, if this keeps on happening i'm going to get some kind of cancer and die. or i might just get insomia. either way, this is really unheathy.

i seriously need someone to watch over me at all times. will i ever grow up? well, not very soon. i have no idea what i am going to do in university. i'm going die for sure, the temptations of going out and partying ever night? who could resist?! obviously not me since i can't even resist my computer T.T.

when my internet was cut off for 2 days i swear a part of me died. i never really realized how much i relied on the web! for entertainment, education, and just... wasting and procrastinating time! what a bad habbit, but there's just so much to do all the time. like writing this entry...

WHY AM I WRITING THIS ENTRY?! I MUST GO AND... NOT PROCRATINATE! I MUST!.. RESIST!
~Lily <===who's gunna die soon due to this bad habbit

GHOST!

Well i was in class last period, bored. i was once again, not on task. i made 2 ghost pictures and i thought i should share it... BAHAHAHAHA!

So the pictures above are the originals.

the pictures below are the photoshopped ones.

Procrastination Kills

Well it's that time of the semester when everyone's cramping for study time and finishing big projects that are always due just before the exams. It seems everyone's busy doing that, everyone but me. it's currently past 3:45 AM and I'm still awake. Not awake to finish my essay that's due on Wednesday, or starting my portfolio that's due Friday. Instead, I'm awake and making my first blog on blogger dot com. I don't know if it's that I'm trying to kill myself with sleep deprivation, or I'm just that ADD. I've been making excuses for my procrastination but it seems i'm going to have to pull all nighters today and tomorrow to get the essay done. Since so far i hardly have the indroduction done. in addition to the essay, i must make a video supporting my essay. Oh joy.

Well i think i've wasted enough time on this first blog. Further, more interesting ones comming up! (hopfully, since i am a procrastinator, i might just abondon this blog lol)

And not to make this entry completely boring, i'll add a video from my youtube XD (also one with me procratinating! haha fuuunnn....)
www.youtube.com/bilin825